God wants you to have the Best life,he gave is only Son so you can have a blessed one. So don’t be obsessed about pity stuff. Remember your to blessed to be stressed!! Read Psalm 91 rest knowing that he got you covered. Psalm 139:5 he goes before you and behind you!! You are highly favored !! Jesus loves you he thought you was to die for and to give you life and life abundantly.
Rest and don’t be stressed!!